Excuse no excuse

One of those nights. Like why do I procrastinate? I know it's out of fear of facing a lot of things. Honestly, I have no one but me to rely on. I mean, human before everyone gets offended/uptight and ask what about Jesus? What about God? Well, as a human, I have no other human to rely on or trust. That's how it is for all of us. Folks mean well but can't always do what their good intentions warrant.

As you know, I am an only child, grandchild, married to another only child. I have found there's no excuse. I could say due to my health, both physical and mental but no, the only person I feel like would accept those excuses is me.