Nervous

I feel very nervous and I feel like crying. Just trying to do my best. 

Life

I just feel like I can't make it in life. I try. But, I have screwed up. Nobody will hire me. I feel like I have to do something but can't. 

Tired

I'm tired. But you know, who cares.

I feel very emotional. 

Breaking

My body is breaking. People say they care but their actions don't show it.

I know I shouldn't feel overwhelmed. I feel like I have to justify myself physically, if only for myself. I wouldn't have a litany of ailments, if only it didn't feel like nobody knows and everything is on me.

I'm called upon in pain. I feel like I am not regarded.

I don't want to be saved. I just have a hard time with limits and boundaries. I feel like my husband doesn't respect my boundaries. 

Can you still do my laundry

And cook, too? 

Zapping my energy

I'm trying to figure out what is zapping my energy.

1. Cerebral Palsy
2. Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
3. Severe anemia
4. Low vitamin D
5. Sleep apnea
6. Depression
7. After affects of my TIA
8. Diabetes
9. Overweight

I don't know anymore. I feel like everyone will just answer #1 and #9 and that if I controlled #9, I wouldn't have problems 2-8.

Just do it

I've found that I and maybe one or two others care about my health. Oh, they may say that they do. But, it's assumed my TIA was a blip. Like I'm now back to myself so I can do everything as before.

I feel like everyone believes that I wasn't raised right. I assume I have to be raised all over again.

What do you think?